I try keeping myself from texting or calling you like I used to. I try to send bland texts whenever you talk to me. I try to stop checking up on you and going through your social networks. I try to keep myself from doing all that stuff, because that’s the only way I could move on and be happy. Without having you to remind me of how much you mean to me and without my constant need of getting your attention, maybe I could actually move on and get on with my life.